Thursday, March 22

Revival

My phone works again! Apparently the battery was just taking a short sabbatical. It returned Tuesday evening, just before I left to see about getting a new battery. Maybe it didn't want to be replaced.

Anyhoo, I pressed the button to try to turn it on and it randomly flashed on for a second before turning off again. Very suspicious. So I plugged in the charger and tried to turn it on again. Voila! It started charging. I just don't understand why it wouldn't do that the last ten times I tried. Strange.

In other news, I want to throw rocks at boys. People tell me I'm pretty. Or at least my hair is pretty. But I must not be pretty enough to get asked out. I must not be pretty enough for a boy to be interested in me. And I know that I'm silly to think that, but at least to me, the evidence is becoming quite clear that I must not be desirable. And it's probably my own fault that I'm not desirable. I know I certainly don't make much of an effort to be available to boys. I think I'm missing something.

I'll feel better later, but right now I'm just frustrated with boys. And with myself.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Prettiness isn't what makes guys want to ask a girl out. Trust me on this one. I know it sounds hokey... but it's what's on the inside that counts in the end. You -are- pretty. You have a perky smile and beautiful red hair and a lovely figure that any bellydancer would kill for.

But that's not what makes a guy want a long relationship no matter what they act like. That stuff fades. It's what inside that nourishes a relationship. Think about it... have you ever seen that gorgeous woman and thought how attractive she was, only to hear her open her mouth and show just how unattractive she was?

You -are- pretty... but on the inside, you're beautiful too. Patience and fortitude, love, and you'll have what you seek.

- Meleeeeessa